Thursday, November 27, 2008

Goodbye....I am through with you!!

Okay so this is the final decision. I want to be happy. And he is not making me happy. Not even close. So I am through with him. Like the final time now. Irrespective of what happens. Even if he is the last man on the planet!! To all of you who care for me....DON'T LET ME CHANGE MY MIND EVER.... and for those who are near me, stop me the moment I show even a little inclination towards him again. Even if that requires keeping me locked up or taking my phone away from me. I am not going back to him or accepting him again.

This feels like the moment of Revelation. Last night I told him that I don't think he is putting any efforts to make this work, basically not wooing me enough, and that my patience is getting over. I told him that I need to see some amount of effort from his side to bring back the so called 'romance'. I didn't think he understood but at the back of my head I still hoped that he will make some effort. But guess what he did...I just saw that he uploaded his pictures with this girl who I think is his ex girlfriend (the horrible bitch) and he knows that I hate those pictures. So instead of showing me that he actually 'loves' me and all that crap, he did something to repel me. And my god that has worked. I don't understand why he keeps coming back?? But now, I am not going to let him charm me again. Ever. People stop me for my own good if you see me doing that ever again...
God I so not deserve shit like him.

To Ajeeb Insaan- You can go ahead and keep trying to become something that you are not. Go ahead and lose all your small town boy innocence and become a complete laughing stock of everyone around you. From now on, you won't have me backing you either dude. And if you ever really ever happen to read this, take it from me as a warning, don't try to come back...You will fall flat on your face. Trust me you don't want me to humiliate you...

Goodbye.

31 comments:

Anonymous said...

YAY!


does that mean I can hit up on you now?

Anonymous said...

ummm...

yeah.

that was totally inappropriate!

Anonymous said...

this is a great day for guykind

dancer girl is single again

Anonymous said...

yeah.

I know.

that was inappropriate too

Anonymous said...

I suck.


*goes off again to cry in his cyberspace

Anukriti Khare said...

u suck big time....
And yeah dancer girl is single again!!!
and oh yeah.... YAY!!!!!
PS- inappropriate?? whats that?

Anukriti Khare said...

PPS- dont even try hitting on me!! LOL!

Anonymous said...

on this day,

while windows were being shattered in mumbai

a guy just got his heart shattered in cyberspace

oh.

and his dreams and hopes.

Anonymous said...

its a sad day for deludedkind


*sniff sniff

Samster said...

woman, no one can stop you if you wanna go back.

really nu! no one can.

these decisions gotta be felt from within else they just wont work.

i hope. i hope. i hope SO hard that you stick it out!

*rooting for you*

HUGS

Anukriti Khare said...

@deluded- Dude stop the melodrama!!:)And u really expect me to take that 'heart shattered in cyberspace' and shit!! LOL LOL LOL!!! btw not bad hunh!!

@gopish- I so want this to be the end...like badly! I hope i stick it out too...
So glad i have u guys! Love u so much!

deluded said...

thats a pretty easy thing to do.

fall for deluded instead.



yes.


cheesy.


I know.

deluded said...

not bad?

is that acceptance I feel.....


oh, the joy in my heart.

Anukriti Khare said...

I generally like cheesy....but online???...NOPES!!
Btw cheesy is an understatement! lol!

Anukriti Khare said...

and acceptance is FAAAAAAAAR!!!

deluded said...

note to self: I think this woman secretly likes me.

she's just afraid of it being 'cheesy' to do that

deluded said...

acceptance is already a loooong way?


naaaaiice

Anukriti Khare said...

okay....
a) HIGH HOPES MISTER!!
b) You are smart (i hate to admit)
c) you freak!!! like really???

deluded said...

a)I like fruit and nuts
b)you should. really.
c)really. really.

d) I added a d just so I would seem cooler!

Anukriti Khare said...

really really??? what really?????

And yeah one extra point definitely makes u cooler! oooh i wish i could come up wid that!!

PS- Are we making sense???

deluded said...

yeah.

really really.

just that.

oh course you wish it(is that a secret crush that just came out?)

p.s. of course not. but dont you feel happier?

Anukriti Khare said...

Secret crush....dude u have serious assumptions!!

PS- yeah a lot lot more happier!! u have no idea!

deluded said...

yes.

Im very serious about it.
:P


p.s. is that a happy I could talk to you? or a happy I got rid of ze trash?

deluded said...

heck.

waiting for a comment here takes too long.......

do you have gtalk? or yahoo messenger?

Anukriti Khare said...

Serious about the assumptions???
Nautanki!! thats what u are!

Ps- well its a bit of both.. a little more of the first one though!!

deluded said...

I WAS about to say that....


you should delete it

if you dont want any stalkers.

Anukriti Khare said...

i did
:)

and talking of stalkers...ahem ahem!

Samster said...

*i cant believe i spent 2 minutes of my precious time reading the above* :D

nunu- its gonna be okay. :)

Anukriti Khare said...

ha ha love ya pugsie!!
I know it will be... I just need to get used to it.

Sruthisagar Yamunan said...

The only poor thing the guy did was falling in love more than once....one woman is hell....many is hell's hell :)

I may sound cynical and sadistic but I love seeing break-ups....congrats :D

Anukriti Khare said...

'one woman is hell'???

THAT, mister, is a very very wrong thing to say and especially on my blog! If it has any other conotation whish isnt insulting please clarify!


PS- Btw u do sound sadistic...but not cynical really!!!