Sunday, February 9, 2014

And today.
I miss you.

Just you for who you are.
Just you for what you gave me.

I ran to you when I missed others.
Who do I go to now?

I wish I could for once have you listen. I wish for once I could have you understand.


Friday, February 7, 2014

It is so funny the way these sounds of a celebration in the house next door are sweeping in through my window. It is a celebration of a new born baby boy. It makes me think of the time that I have spent here, staying in this campus.

There are these distinct memories of the boy's father that I hold deep within my heart. He was a lot of my firsts. These memories hold such a romantic innocence, such a vivid image of the sun kissed days and the breezy nights of my childhood.

I don't know what to feel. I look back with a lot of fondness and nostalgia. I remember the little girl madly in love when I think of him. The things he once said to me, are a huge part of what I assume to be Romance.

And now he is a father.
That is it.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Doodle Dee and Doodle Dum

La la la 
Singing songs today.

What a happy happy day. Balle Balle.
Schedule tight, me and my might
Putting up a fight? 
Thats right!

Pathetic poetry is happening.
Balle Balle.

What an awesome awesome day.
Random post celebrating the new title, just like a doodle.

Balle Balle...

"Those who don't believe in magic will never find it."

Balle Balle!

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Crazy times are here

This year is so crazy. By crazy I mean Happy crazy.
I realized this yesterday when I spent some stolen moments from our busy lives with my oldest friend discussing her wedding. Only to realise that we need a full weekend together and lots of 'chips and coke' to be able to do this discussion even a little bit of justice (no pun intended).

It is crazy. 
Bridal finery, Jewelry, Dance related things and so many ideas. 

It is beyond belief. We were just dancing to non Bollywood tunes in school and now we are arguing about 'tamma tamma loge' for her Sangeet. 

Just leaves such a HUGE smile on my face.
It is now time for acceptance to seep in. It is now time to understand that life as we know it will change super soon for all of us. I cannot believe I am saying this but it is true. 

I have been fairly scared of the lifelong commitment for quite a while. And by fairly scared I mean, I might run away from my wedding scared. For the past three years I have been dodging questions and have been working towards delaying the inevitable for as long as I can. And I have done a good job of it since no one expects me to tie the knot before three more years. 

My friends getting married is the perfect way of making me warm up to the idea and not flip out completely. I am still years away but at least now I don't detest the prospect. 

Meanwhile there are dreams to catch and ambitions to reach.
There are so many wishes to be taken care of.

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Joy Joy Joy!